menjaga hati~

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah petanda
cinta tak disini lagi kau telah berpaling

REFF:
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi

kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
ooh oooh

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meskipun kulihat kau kini diseberang sana

REFF
 andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati

REFF 2x
 sejujurnya ak masih mengharapkanmu
oooh ooohh

***ttbe t'ingt yg ak prnh bgi lirik lagu ny kt sum1.....he's the last person i'm in love...till now,i can't love others like i love him...did i still love him??i'm not sure but of course i didn't love him as much as before..i'm try 2 forget him as soon as possible..wish me luck k...

mood:waiting 4 other good guy 2 love me....:)

can't wait 2 meet him!

siyes ak ckp...xsbor gle nk jmpe dye...

agk2 spe dye 2 ek?

haaah....pkwe ak?

xlaaa....ak mne la ad pkwe...al mklumla xde owg nk...

hehee....actually,ak sbnrnye xsbr nk 2nggu ank sdre ak blik...

arif 2 laa...dye blik 15 ari bln ny klau xclap...

tpi kn......ak smpt jmpe dye xsmpai pon sbln sbb 6.9 ak da kne msuk gombak...

agk sdey laa tpi agk gmbre jgak...

xdela jauh sngt ngan BFF ak...

6t nk pkse dye dtg gombak..hihi...

msti arif sdey sbb ny 1st time dye pose d prantauan...

nsib baek rye ny blik...

klau x maunye ak yg mlalak....bkn dye..haha

tpi 1 je yg ak xske ble dye blik...part yg pling ak lmh...

adoi...part yg pling ak lmh ialah time dye nk blik mesir blik...

konpem t'jdinye drama air mte kt KLIA 2....

lantak ar owg tngk ke ape ke ak pduli ape??hahah

sdey woo nk b'psh...nk jmpe blik bkn sng...

lam 11 ari lgi dpt laa ak jmpe dye...

n pling ak xsbr nk time hdiah besday drpd dye...

hehe...

arif helmi....cpt2 laa blik ye....

i know u miz me damn much rite?hihi....

that's all 4 today...daaaa

akim's photoshoot

waa...ank sdre ak da pndai2 nk photoshoot ye skang....huhu:)

mooD:ssH aTi

cik da....

get well soon k.....

sy xske tngk kwn sy skit...

sdey tau dop:'(

<3 nilai:)

siyes ak windu gle nilai skang.......

rse cm nk pgi skrg je....

sbo jela...

windu ngan kwn2 ak...cik cal,cik pa,cik ka,cik tan n cik ni....

n pling pnting skali windu kt my bff....ADDA...

wlaupon bru 2 mnggu lps kte jmpe tpi still xpuas lgi....

xnk pgi gombak....nk stay kt nilai:'(

siyes ak sdey gle skang...

Ya Allah...kuatknlh smngtku.......

kEnAngAn $emaLaM

salam sume...chat ke?hehe..:)tbe2 lak ad mood nk tlis entry bru ari ny...huhu...actually,ari ny ak nk bkak cte lme...8taon dlu kot...lme gle kn??yelaa....ak knl mamat ny mse ak drjh 5 kot...bru 11 taon mse 2..xckup umur lgi mse 2 tpi da pndai2 nk jtuh cnte...ish3...xptot tol kn??korg msti heran kn asl ttbe je ak bkak cte lme...sbnrnye cm ny...lps dye abis skola rndh 2,ak mmg da xjmpe dye...klau jmpe pon juz dri jauh cm2 je...prasaan kt dye pon mkin lme mkin b'krg da...tpi yg pling ak xsngke gle,ktorg kje kt tmpt yg sme skang...can u imagine that??wlaupun ak da xde ati kt dye(btol ke ny???hahaha) tpi t'gugat gk la klau tngk dye..hehe...arap2 prasaan ny xkkl laa..ak pon xrse dye ad lgi prasaan kt ak..cme kekok la nk ckp...ak nk bt pape pon rse xslese klau dye ad...adoi laa..nsib baek laa ak juz kje tuk smnggu lbey je...fuh...sbb 2 laa skang ak gy kje bwk laptop..xpon bwk novel...bley cover mlu ckit..hihi...ari ny ak xlaa kekok sngt wlaupon dye ad dkt sbb si bulat ak da pndai dtg kdai cri ak...so tdi ak maen2 ngan dye laa..ble da bosn ktorg pon xde kje p tngkp gmbr ngan webcam...n tadaa...ny la hsilnye slps d edit d piknik..hahaha

sesi luahan hati

Actually ak da nk tdo sbnrnye ny..

tpi tbe2 ak rse cm nk mluahkn prasaan...

klau luah kt owg,blm tntu owg akn pham pe yg ak rse..

lgi owg nk slhkn ak ad laa.

so,drpd ak skit ati lbey baek ak m'bebel sowg2 kt cni...

mcm bse laa.

ble da xde pkwe ny pe lgi mslh yg ak ad klau bkn sal kwn...

ad pkwe ssh,xde pon ssh...

but it's better for me 2 cry bcoz of fwen than boyfwen...

tol x?

hmm...ak pon xtau smpai ble ak akn wt kwn ak 2 t'luka sbb ak...

sdgkn da bnyk gle pengorbanan yg dye bt pd ak...

siyesly...she is my true fwen...

ak arap sngt friendship ktorg kkl smpai ble2...

tpi da bnyk kli p'shbtn ktorg d uji...

tpi bgi ak ny laa yg pling hbt skali...

ak xkuat nk hdpi sume ny...ak lmh lam control prasaan ak..

ak pham laa bestfwen ak 2 bkn hk mlik kkl ak..

ak bknnye nk conquer dye pon..

tpi spe bley sbr klau da trg2 owg nk amek bestfwen kte kn??

konon da xnk tgur kwn ak da..

last2 ko gk yg try bt baek ngan dye kn??

ckp jela ko lpar nk kwn ngan dye...

ak xsngke gle la ko mcm ny..

nyesal pon ad knl ko...

ak mmg xkn mfkn ko smpai ble2...

klau bestfwen ak kwn gak ngan ko,then she can choose U @ ME!!

lantak ar owg nk kte ak jht ke pe ke...whatever laa..

sjht jht ak...ko lgi la jht...

ko hsut sume jgn kwn ngan ak....tpi ak xmmpu pon nk bt kwn baek ak bnci ko...

k fine...

wlaupn bnde 2 sngt2 wt ak sdey tpi ak xley pkse dye bnci ko...

mybe ko ad pluang tuk kwn ngan dye...

so,truskn lh b'ushe!!

dear my BFF...****

#thanks for everything k

#sy syukur d anugerahkn kwn cm awk...sy tau sume ny bkn slh awk pon tpi sy xpndai nk kwl emosi sy...

#hnye Allah je tau p'shbtn kte ny kkl smpai ble tpi sy nk awk tau 1 bnde....SY XNK KHLGN AWK....

#sy tau awk da bnyk sbr lyn krenah sy...n sy pon xtau smpai ble awk snggup nk lyn krenah sy...

#sowy coz always hurt u...

#sy windu mse2 kte b'sme....klau laa bley,sy nk stay kt nilai ngan awk...xnk pgi gombak

hmm...ntah laa...ble la msln ny nk slesai...

ak da xlrt nk kluarkn air mte ak tuk sume ny...

skit tau x???

mybe owg hepy ble tngk ak sdey cm ny....

ak xtau npe owg sllu dngki ngan ak...

mse skolah dlu pon cm ny gk...

skang pon ad owg dngki tngk ak ad kwn baek...

da ko cri laa kwn baek ko sndri...

nk rmps2 owg pnye pehal??

ak pon da xsnggup nk lkekn hti bestfwen ak sndri...

asl la ko mncul lam idup ktorg??

klau xkrne ko,xde nye ktorg gduh2 skang....

owg cm ko mmg xley tngk owg laen lbey bhgie drpd ko kn???

xpham laa ak....

*sy windu sngt saat2 sy dtg nilai ari 2....awk lyn sy baek sngt..perfect!!thanks dear <3

whatever happen,i hope that our friendship remain 4 ever n ever...