bz+stress!!!

esk ari pling bz spnjg duk cni...huh!

ad 2 presntation....

da la yg 1 2 kne prepare tol2 coz lcturer crwet gle....

xbgi bwk pape time present so this night kne hafal tol2 laa...

da la esk gak kne hntr note soca....

drpd 5 topic,ak bru bt 3...

so tonight mybe i should stay up....

cpt laaa weekend lgi....

k laa...that's all...

wish me luck k:)

exam RASOK~25/11/11

mlm ny ingt nk tdo lmbt..nk study...

esk ad exam...waaaa...

tpi ntah jdi ke idok...

asyik ngadap lptop je..brt2...

esk lps exam nk gy nilai....yeay2!

k laa....nk study dlu...daa:)

mYuNg woL tHe sPy

.da lme gle cte ny ad lam lptop tpi bru skang rse nop tngk...

hehehe....

tpi skang bru tngk sapa episod 3....

so far okey la cme boring ckit...

arap2 b'baloi la ak tngk cte ny...

I LUV I$LAM~~

Ya Allah...jdiknlh ak hmbamu yg sntiasa redha dgn sgla ktntuanmu...

ssungguhnya Engkau mgthui apa yg t'baek untukku....

jauhilah ak dri sft b'ptus asa....

trima ksih atas sgla nkmatMu Ya Allah......

xsbar nk blik umah mlm esk...
windu gle rsenye kt family...
ak arap ble tngk mke mk ak 6t,ak dpt smgt bru tuk bljr..
arap2 ble dtg cni ak da xjdi bdk mnje lgi...
ak kne kuat tuk pstikn ak dpt bgi kjyaan tuk mak ak...
insyaAllah smgt 2 akn dtg dgn sndrrinye...
luv u mom!

how i wish u were here

da hmpir 6bln arwah xde tpi ak still rse cm dye ad...lonely gle xde arwah...

rse cm da xde sape2 je kt sni...

b'gntung pd kkk sndri xsme ngan b'gntung kt owg laen...

ak tau ak kne kuat...

ak da try nk jdi independent tpi xspnuhnye..

ak still prlukn kwn ble ak sdih since arwah da xde...

siyesly i miz her damn much....

smoge arwah d tmptkn b'sme org2 yg b'iman...

Al-Fatihah....

                                                                                                       dalam kenangan,

                                                                                                                                                        suzie hidayani bt ismail

wonderful weekend with adda zakaria!

weekend ari 2 adda dtg cni...

ske gle ak..

trus baek dmam..hihi

thanks to her 4 dat cheerful moments...

siyes xpuas ag duk ngan dye...

mse 2 ak arap mse xkn b'llu...

krg2 t'ubat sgle ksdihan ak...

but now,i'm alone again...

arap2 dye sudi ag mai cni...

6t da cti sem...sdeynye........

k la...mls nk tlis pnjg2.....

lyn je gmbr k....

JUMAAT

TIMES SQUARE

SABTU

GIANT BATU CAVES

AHAD

IIUM ROAD TOUR

**thanks a lot friend....

will miz this moments.....

this place make me feel like a LOSER....
rse cm nk give up je..
siyes!

        ~p'juangan bru b'mula~

da lme xupdate blog...

sbnrnye ak bru abis taaruf week...

ari ny plak sbuk add drop sbjek...

siyes ak ckp,tough gle idup kt sni..

tmbh plak ngan ktiadaan BFF d sisi...

ak tau ak kne kuat...

ak cbe xnangis wlaupun hnye Allah yg tau pe yg ad lam hti ak...

tmbh2 plak arif da nk blik mesir 29 ny...

lgi la ak sdey...

rse cm xde spe2 je duk cni...

tpi nsib ad BFF ak ADDA wlaupun dye duk nilai...

tpi kmi still ley jmpe..

can't wait 2 meet her....

ak slalu b'doa agar dye cpt2 msuk cni...

tman ak,bgi smgt kt ak tuk truskan p'juangan ak...

ak tau Allah utuskan dye tuk kuatkn smgt ak...

syukur sngt2....

ak windu family ak...

tiap kli lps cll mk ak,msti mglir air mte 2...

tpi ak tau 2 laa p'gorbanan yg ak hrus lkukan dmi mmstikan ak 

m'genggam sgulung ijazah untuk dye...

***smoge ak d bri kkuatan tuk m'hrungi sume dgaan ny...

      Allah will always be with me....

ari ny adda blik kg...

windu plak saat ktorg blik kg sme2...huuu

mybe next year kte bley blik sme2 lgi ye..

have a safe journey k dear..

smoge slmt smpai:)

hEpy bE$dAy LUQMAN !

 ari ny besday my lil cute nephew...luqman...
da 6 taon bdk ny...
jap je mse b'llu..
anyway,hepy 6th besday LUQMAN...
i always luv u...
6t mk yu bli adioh k...:)
mmmuuuuaaahhhhh <3 <3 <3

WELCOME HOME ARIF !!

arif da smpai trg...

hepy bley jmpe dye tpi jap je dpt sembang...

esk bru smbung..

sprti yg d duga,dye blik ngan rmbut pnjgnye lgi...

ak nk amek gmbr bt mlu2 plak..cehh..konon ar..

so xdpt la nk ltk gmbr dye kt cni..

laen kli la ye..

n sprti yg d jnjikn....adioh besday ak yg d import dri mesir..hehehe

nk tau dye bgi ape??

jeng3.....

                                                                 

tadaaa....ny la dye adiohnye...

hard disc 500GB...

sbb ak ckp kt dye ak da lme nk bnde ny so dye bgi la sbgai adioh besday..heheh

syg mu rih <3<3<3

OMG ! ak da ad CUCU !!

    Heheh...msti korg t'kjut kn bce title entry ak...xkn laa umo bru 19 da ad cucu??xlogik kn?heheh...actually,mmg tol ak da ad cucu tpi cucu sedara....which means baby kpd ank sdre ak...ank sdre tiri...dye lgi tue drpd ak..da 20++ dh...dye brnak ari sb2 lps..da smnggu lbey laa baby 2..bru2 ny ak p laa tngk..gle xcited sbb da lme xpgang baby...waaaa....nk baby jgak..hihi...da la baby boy..mmg feveret ak la 2...nme dye muhammad irsyad ramadhani klau xclap...k laa...kte lyn gmbr baby..tpi ckit je smpt snap....

            *sahabat sejati*

               

ari ny ak rse t'pnggil tuk tlis entry sal friendship...

sbb pe??

rmai kwn2 ak mngadu kt ak yg dyorg ad mslh ngan kwn dyorg..

slme ny ble ak ad mslh ngan bff ak,ak slalu pk 2 mslh yg bsr tpi skang nk d bndingkn ngan mslh dyorg,mslh ak 2 kcil ngt....

kuat ke ak klu ak pon d uji cam dyorg???

d uji ngan bnde2 kcil pon da mlalak lalak...

ad owg kte kwn ny sbnrnye bwk ssh je kt kte...baek duk sowg2..

tol ke ek???korg stuju x?

tpi bgi ak,ak xstuju gle2 sbb bgi ak kwn laa sgla glanya lps family....

kwn mmg sng nk jmpe...kt mne2 pon ad...

yg sshnye nk cri kwn sjti...sbb dyorg ny laa yg snggup hdpi ssh sng ngan kte...

syukur ak d bri nkmt tuk mrsai erti kwn sjti 2...

dlu...ak xpndai pon nk hrgai dyorg...

tpi lps 1 per 1 dugaan n cbran,ak sdr btpe pntingnye dyorg lam idup ak..

syukur ak msih d bri pluang tuk ubah sume keadaan m'jdi lbey baek dri sblmnye...

tpi bkn sng nk maintainkn p'shbtn 2..

dugaan demi dugaan dtg....

mnusie mmg slalu dngki ble tngk ad owg lbey....

ak pon da prnh kne...

p'shbtn ktorg hmpir2 retak akibat rse iri hti mnusie yg dngki tngk ktorg...

tpi b'bklkn p'sfhmn n ukhuwah kmi,kmi b'jye hrungi sume dugaan 2...

so,b'sbrlh jike d bri dugaan krne insyaAllah d pnghujungnye ad kbaikn yg mnanti:)

~headache~

tdo awl la mlm ny...zZzzZZ.....

menjaga hati~

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah petanda
cinta tak disini lagi kau telah berpaling

REFF:
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi

kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
ooh oooh

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meskipun kulihat kau kini diseberang sana

REFF
 andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati

REFF 2x
 sejujurnya ak masih mengharapkanmu
oooh ooohh

***ttbe t'ingt yg ak prnh bgi lirik lagu ny kt sum1.....he's the last person i'm in love...till now,i can't love others like i love him...did i still love him??i'm not sure but of course i didn't love him as much as before..i'm try 2 forget him as soon as possible..wish me luck k...

mood:waiting 4 other good guy 2 love me....:)

can't wait 2 meet him!

siyes ak ckp...xsbor gle nk jmpe dye...

agk2 spe dye 2 ek?

haaah....pkwe ak?

xlaaa....ak mne la ad pkwe...al mklumla xde owg nk...

hehee....actually,ak sbnrnye xsbr nk 2nggu ank sdre ak blik...

arif 2 laa...dye blik 15 ari bln ny klau xclap...

tpi kn......ak smpt jmpe dye xsmpai pon sbln sbb 6.9 ak da kne msuk gombak...

agk sdey laa tpi agk gmbre jgak...

xdela jauh sngt ngan BFF ak...

6t nk pkse dye dtg gombak..hihi...

msti arif sdey sbb ny 1st time dye pose d prantauan...

nsib baek rye ny blik...

klau x maunye ak yg mlalak....bkn dye..haha

tpi 1 je yg ak xske ble dye blik...part yg pling ak lmh...

adoi...part yg pling ak lmh ialah time dye nk blik mesir blik...

konpem t'jdinye drama air mte kt KLIA 2....

lantak ar owg tngk ke ape ke ak pduli ape??hahah

sdey woo nk b'psh...nk jmpe blik bkn sng...

lam 11 ari lgi dpt laa ak jmpe dye...

n pling ak xsbr nk time hdiah besday drpd dye...

hehe...

arif helmi....cpt2 laa blik ye....

i know u miz me damn much rite?hihi....

that's all 4 today...daaaa

akim's photoshoot

waa...ank sdre ak da pndai2 nk photoshoot ye skang....huhu:)

mooD:ssH aTi

cik da....

get well soon k.....

sy xske tngk kwn sy skit...

sdey tau dop:'(

<3 nilai:)

siyes ak windu gle nilai skang.......

rse cm nk pgi skrg je....

sbo jela...

windu ngan kwn2 ak...cik cal,cik pa,cik ka,cik tan n cik ni....

n pling pnting skali windu kt my bff....ADDA...

wlaupon bru 2 mnggu lps kte jmpe tpi still xpuas lgi....

xnk pgi gombak....nk stay kt nilai:'(

siyes ak sdey gle skang...

Ya Allah...kuatknlh smngtku.......

kEnAngAn $emaLaM

salam sume...chat ke?hehe..:)tbe2 lak ad mood nk tlis entry bru ari ny...huhu...actually,ari ny ak nk bkak cte lme...8taon dlu kot...lme gle kn??yelaa....ak knl mamat ny mse ak drjh 5 kot...bru 11 taon mse 2..xckup umur lgi mse 2 tpi da pndai2 nk jtuh cnte...ish3...xptot tol kn??korg msti heran kn asl ttbe je ak bkak cte lme...sbnrnye cm ny...lps dye abis skola rndh 2,ak mmg da xjmpe dye...klau jmpe pon juz dri jauh cm2 je...prasaan kt dye pon mkin lme mkin b'krg da...tpi yg pling ak xsngke gle,ktorg kje kt tmpt yg sme skang...can u imagine that??wlaupun ak da xde ati kt dye(btol ke ny???hahaha) tpi t'gugat gk la klau tngk dye..hehe...arap2 prasaan ny xkkl laa..ak pon xrse dye ad lgi prasaan kt ak..cme kekok la nk ckp...ak nk bt pape pon rse xslese klau dye ad...adoi laa..nsib baek laa ak juz kje tuk smnggu lbey je...fuh...sbb 2 laa skang ak gy kje bwk laptop..xpon bwk novel...bley cover mlu ckit..hihi...ari ny ak xlaa kekok sngt wlaupon dye ad dkt sbb si bulat ak da pndai dtg kdai cri ak...so tdi ak maen2 ngan dye laa..ble da bosn ktorg pon xde kje p tngkp gmbr ngan webcam...n tadaa...ny la hsilnye slps d edit d piknik..hahaha

sesi luahan hati

Actually ak da nk tdo sbnrnye ny..

tpi tbe2 ak rse cm nk mluahkn prasaan...

klau luah kt owg,blm tntu owg akn pham pe yg ak rse..

lgi owg nk slhkn ak ad laa.

so,drpd ak skit ati lbey baek ak m'bebel sowg2 kt cni...

mcm bse laa.

ble da xde pkwe ny pe lgi mslh yg ak ad klau bkn sal kwn...

ad pkwe ssh,xde pon ssh...

but it's better for me 2 cry bcoz of fwen than boyfwen...

tol x?

hmm...ak pon xtau smpai ble ak akn wt kwn ak 2 t'luka sbb ak...

sdgkn da bnyk gle pengorbanan yg dye bt pd ak...

siyesly...she is my true fwen...

ak arap sngt friendship ktorg kkl smpai ble2...

tpi da bnyk kli p'shbtn ktorg d uji...

tpi bgi ak ny laa yg pling hbt skali...

ak xkuat nk hdpi sume ny...ak lmh lam control prasaan ak..

ak pham laa bestfwen ak 2 bkn hk mlik kkl ak..

ak bknnye nk conquer dye pon..

tpi spe bley sbr klau da trg2 owg nk amek bestfwen kte kn??

konon da xnk tgur kwn ak da..

last2 ko gk yg try bt baek ngan dye kn??

ckp jela ko lpar nk kwn ngan dye...

ak xsngke gle la ko mcm ny..

nyesal pon ad knl ko...

ak mmg xkn mfkn ko smpai ble2...

klau bestfwen ak kwn gak ngan ko,then she can choose U @ ME!!

lantak ar owg nk kte ak jht ke pe ke...whatever laa..

sjht jht ak...ko lgi la jht...

ko hsut sume jgn kwn ngan ak....tpi ak xmmpu pon nk bt kwn baek ak bnci ko...

k fine...

wlaupn bnde 2 sngt2 wt ak sdey tpi ak xley pkse dye bnci ko...

mybe ko ad pluang tuk kwn ngan dye...

so,truskn lh b'ushe!!

dear my BFF...****

#thanks for everything k

#sy syukur d anugerahkn kwn cm awk...sy tau sume ny bkn slh awk pon tpi sy xpndai nk kwl emosi sy...

#hnye Allah je tau p'shbtn kte ny kkl smpai ble tpi sy nk awk tau 1 bnde....SY XNK KHLGN AWK....

#sy tau awk da bnyk sbr lyn krenah sy...n sy pon xtau smpai ble awk snggup nk lyn krenah sy...

#sowy coz always hurt u...

#sy windu mse2 kte b'sme....klau laa bley,sy nk stay kt nilai ngan awk...xnk pgi gombak

hmm...ntah laa...ble la msln ny nk slesai...

ak da xlrt nk kluarkn air mte ak tuk sume ny...

skit tau x???

mybe owg hepy ble tngk ak sdey cm ny....

ak xtau npe owg sllu dngki ngan ak...

mse skolah dlu pon cm ny gk...

skang pon ad owg dngki tngk ak ad kwn baek...

da ko cri laa kwn baek ko sndri...

nk rmps2 owg pnye pehal??

ak pon da xsnggup nk lkekn hti bestfwen ak sndri...

asl la ko mncul lam idup ktorg??

klau xkrne ko,xde nye ktorg gduh2 skang....

owg cm ko mmg xley tngk owg laen lbey bhgie drpd ko kn???

xpham laa ak....

*sy windu sngt saat2 sy dtg nilai ari 2....awk lyn sy baek sngt..perfect!!thanks dear <3

whatever happen,i hope that our friendship remain 4 ever n ever...